Deadweight Halo 歌詞と日本語訳（VIOLET FAULT）

You pinned a medal over every bruise
Said, “Look how strong you are,” and smiled
You never knew what kept me from breaking
Don’t call my pain a source of strength

The light you held above me
Was heavy enough to bend my neck

Drag this deadweight halo from my head
Don’t turn the years I endured into grace
I wasn’t on my knees
I was only staying alive
I did not bleed to become your saint
Let this heavy light fall to the floor

You praised me only for not sinking
No one ever measured how deep it was
You turned my call for help into weakness
Then told me I had always been brave

This chain disguised as a blessing
Comes off by my own hands tonight

Drag this deadweight halo from my head
Don’t turn the years I endured into grace
I wasn’t on my knees
I was only staying alive
I did not bleed to become your saint
Let this heavy light fall to the floor

I don’t need forgiveness
I don’t need your praise
All I needed back then
Was one voice saying I could run away

Don’t frame it
Don’t bless it
Don’t make a story of the wound
Don’t raise me
Don’t cage me
I’m stepping down from the altar

I drag this deadweight halo from my head
The years I endured belong to me
I wasn’t on my knees
I only walked until I got here
I did not bleed to become your hope
I step across the shattered light
You don’t get to call this weight my strength

I’m stepping down from the altar